Where did all the posts go

If you've been here before
and now you're back
and you're wondering where all the posts have gone:

I wanted a new blog but all the good and easy and free platforms already have the handle I want registered by someone else
so
here we are again

in a new (untrue)
(relatively unimproved)
(but slightly different)
blog.

I've deleted most of my old posts, and kept some for posterity.  Not the good ones, per se, but the ones I couldn't bear to delete because I remembered so so strongly what I felt in that moment,
the ones that brought me back,
that I am maybe embarrassed by but don't want myself to forget.
The nostalgic ones.

All but one from before college are gone.
Freshman year posts win in numbers.
and 2012 got entirely shafted.

But welcome back, anyway.  And if you're new, just... welcome.  Occasionally I write things.